fraudulentlove

fraudulentlove @ 2007-08-29T18:33:00

2007-08-29T11:05:58Z

results are back & it's like lakdjgh;anv;oarnv;a
i gotta study again, but i gotta find the motivation that i need,
if not, idk what i'll do
esp, Amaths
giving me headaches!

your adding t my stress,
idk why' but yes, getting tense up abt stuff
& always 24/7 doing sth instead of studying

ah! i need t start mugging
i might start w amaths later.

CRAVINGS

2007-08-23T09:14:26Z

had pizzahut w sharmaine!
was thinking if i should go then later evonne said that she want eat and she started talking about pizzas,
so i decided t just go w sharmaine.
Anw, i hate that old chinese teacher which cant even speak english,
that they she kept asking me t tell her my name in chinese
please, i dont have chinese name!

fraudulentlove @ 2007-08-22T17:36:00

2007-08-22T09:40:00Z

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.

i'm just want t sleep throughout
& an angel beside me

can you turn my black roses red

2007-08-18T13:37:22Z

i dont know what t feel right now
there so many things going on
i'm just so tired,
just wanna sleep all day through
guess i'll just do that then
i'll just sleep and i wont have t think of anything anymore

fraudulentlove @ 2007-08-09T21:45:00

2007-08-09T13:48:36Z

so i had a longgggggg chat with sharmaine just now;
you can say it was educational?!
Anw, today tuition was super duper funny
& clarissa has found a new best friend, who always circulate her blood!
tuition is becoming a feast, we had; green tea & missy donuts
it's a bad combination but was delicious ;D

i'm kinda tired now, but i dont want to sleep
i want to stay up
but what can i do?!
study?! watch tv?! talk on the phone?!
i want to have a wake up late tmr
please let me sleep! for once i can sleep like no one business!

fraudulentlove @ 2007-08-07T19:52:00

2007-08-07T12:13:23Z

i've study for 1 hr, which means i covered the chapter on nutrient for humans!
hooray for me!
it aint that much but still i studied.
i still got lots more to study
i can smell mummy's cooking
means dinner !

If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her Im counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
Shes the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her
The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still cant believe
Her hold on me
Shes just so indescribable
I know she knows
But wont you please, please

MUGGING?!

2007-08-01T14:08:53Z

finally! guess me and dearest's prediction was true!
anw, i'm missing cousin,
you never come online at all
& i still remeber you owe me a shopping spring!(:
i'll always remember that!

enough about that

i need to start studying, exams are near
but i cant find the mood to study, i need to show them that i can do well
someone get me into the mood of studying!
there are so many tests these few days, esp on tue. prepared not to sleep on monday already

fraudulentlove @ 2007-07-25T21:37:00

2007-07-25T13:44:28Z

cross my heart, hope to die
i swear i won't say what happened that night
so starting today things are gonna be all right
your best you tried, and yeah you did fine
no better than fine, perfect in my mind
in fact, i wish your heart was mine
and i can hear the memory in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad we steered that way
because now we're here

okay, i'm freaking tired.
dance wasnt that bad
had a good laugh, okay, i'm mean! /:
my eyes are closing as i'm typing
& i still got ss mindmap
anw, thanks for that wonderful chat
and happy birthday shi xuan(:

this songs are stuck in my head!
i dont need to sleep already;D

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

:D!

2007-07-24T05:32:10Z

It came unto me,
That some of the most special things are unseen.

Hello tuition partner,
I promise I'd do you Lj, & here I am. Hope you're hving fun in school, tho that sounds plain silly but I mean com'on, school still can be fun right:) K I'm talking nonsense, I'm gna see you for tuition ltr + pass my sickness t you & back t clarissa again HAHAHA. Won't tht be nice, no school for you tmrw then!:D I'm boreddddddd, home's boring-.- & there's nothing t do, I don't understand math&chem so i can't do ANYTHING!): Sheesh, irritating yknw staying at home & not learning anything.

Well I'll see you later #1 tuition partner,
Loveyou tons!:D

fraudulentlove @ 2007-07-16T15:40:00

2007-07-16T08:10:40Z

this is so coolio;
LALALALALALA
there's so many things stuck in my head
so many song lyrics! (:

okay, i ought to do my homework now
later still must go see doctor
TCM!
yucks!

DYING /:

2007-07-15T08:49:42Z

i'm sick & it sucks /:
no appetite for food anymore but i'm hungry
if i eat, i feel like puking
i might ask mum to write a letter so i can be excuse from PE
going to church later; hopefully i'm awake

SCREAMING

2007-07-13T08:35:08Z

ther's so much to do!
where can i ever find the time
i feel so stressed with so many things. ahhhhhhhhhhh!
gotta help bro do some report & my food quotation thingy
i think i'll get started now!
but first i need to bathe /:

PRINCESS ME!

2007-07-10T13:15:22Z

was having dinner and was thinking how i wish my maid would come back
she did lots of things for me when i was young;
1. cut my nails
2. tie my hair
3. make breakfast for me
4. fold my clothes
5. wear my socks and shoe for me
6. wash the dishes for me
7. i woke her up in the middle of the night to pee /:
8. wash my shoe
9. Wake me up early in the morning
10. help me do my art!

omg, imagine doing that for like 2 yrs?!
i feel like a princess!
i sit there and everything's done
weeeeee
sadly, no maid already

fraudulentlove @ 2007-07-08T22:03:00

2007-07-08T14:37:11Z

i'm screamingggg my lungs out!!!!!!!!!!!
really screaming!
me: AHHHHH!!!!
dad: what?!
me: leslie's online!!!
dad: crazy!
i was damn happy at that pt of time!
that was the happiest day of my life
i can talk to you forever!!
i will chat with you every night so you better wake up in the morning!
if not i'll scream till i can be heard!

LESLIE JUDE FERNANDEZ!

2007-07-07T11:41:18Z

i miss you so badly
it feels weird without you
as if some part of me is missing
church felt so empty without you
i felt like a dumbass when i weas thinking where you were
damn.
i've known you for 15 years of my life
and yet we never really talked only till last yr
it was the best time ever!
esp christmas(:
it was so different from the other years
as we were together talking and stuff
i could still remember the day so clearly
and no one was chasing me around
& this christmas wouldnt be the same anymore as you wouldnt be there
i want you to come back!
all the time we spent together is unforgetable
the times i slap you
the times you showed me that face
the times you cared
the times you piggy back me
the times when you immitated the AL ;like in that picture
& the times we did rubbish
like breaking your ladder /:
trying to bring the memories about you back
but the more i think the more i'll cry
when i dont wanna think about you; i scared i'll forget you
and i dont want to forget you
come back soon!
i miss you BADLY!
i really do

& dont forget; you owe me a SHOPPING SPRING!

HUGS

2007-07-05T14:31:08Z

i'll miss you my dear cousin!
i'll pray that you wouldnt get shot;
& you owe me a shopping spring(:
better come back as often as possible
once your hols start must come back
understand?!
LOVES!

DANCE DANCE!

2007-07-04T11:48:25Z

back from rehearsal. omg, it's really been a longgg time since i danced
i'm getting my balance back
but my toe skin came off
hate the flooring!

DINNER!
it's time to eat

PILING UP!

2007-07-03T09:57:24Z

okay, i changed the skin myself but i need some help from shar
was suppose to go for training but before we could even reach there, it ended.
so went home straight!
homework's piling up
let's seeeee; Amaths, Emaths,
okay i think that's about it but there loads of it!
i really need to start studying
kimberley, you shall be a good girl and start studying!
AGAIN, i feeling determined to study but a little lazy /:

fraudulentlove @ 2007-07-02T20:28:00

2007-07-02T12:35:21Z

it's done(:
weeee

date with moon, gf and kenneth. i dont have any name for him, except that he is very logical and unlogical at the same time.
i'm suppose to me doing my geo and writing minutes now but i guess i'm want to post first.
watch nancy drew!it was alright. some people ar, kick here kick there.
schools starts tomoro , so i think i should start doing my geo and minutes now.